Hey guys its me.  Right now I'm at a point in my life where I'm once again debating if I want to be a Physical Therapist.  Its not like I can't hack the work, its just that I don't enjoy it as much as I would other things.  For instance, if I had the choice between to study whatever science I need to study and drawing and designing, right off the back I would choose designing.  But here is the huge delimma. At APU they don't really any major that involves any designing career. 

Here are some pictures of my last project "The Kings Table".  This is why I haven't been writing much.  This project was for my youth group.  Its an annual youth bash, were all the teens just get together and do fun stuff as a way to open up out summer together.  This years theme was set around the parable of the wedding banquet.  So we got to dress up in prom clothing, take pictures, and we got people to serve us. 

I don't know what I should do.  I just need whatever opinion I can get.

This is our little banquet hall. 

This was our main water centerpiece with floating candles.  It was really pretty when it was all lit because we had the light of the candles and the christmas lighting that was under the sheet.

This is with the lights off and everything lit.  The light in here was way more glowy, however we couldn't catch that on here because of the flash on the camera.

This is at dinner time

These are all my girls.  I made the background by hanging white bed sheets! hehe.  Looks like the real professional background yeah? I'm surprised that it came out well.

These guys are my cousins.  They are also the youth leaders after me.

These ladies were our hair and make up doer's and also our servers.

This is me and my mama.

Left to Right: Me, Kahu (Pastor in Hawaiian) Tracie, Roger, and Ritchelle

The guys:  Eric, Joshua and Fredrick

Josh doing a hand stand thingie on the collum

Me and Kylene, I don't know what the heck we're doing.

So what do you guys think.  Do you guys thing I could hack it as a designer?

Everyone all together.  It was a small picture set, so you can see the sides!  I could crop it and all, but I'm technology handicapped.

Hey its me again.  I didn't waste any time being here.  Yesterday I went to Waikiki to go boogie boarding.  It was great, I'm all brown again.    It compleatly worn me out because I was boogie boarding without fins so it was a lot more effort.  Guess what I'm doing today?  Can you guess?  Did you get it yet?  SURFING !   Well to all the peep there on the mainland I miss you guys!  One day you guys will get come here. 

Just a little something that my mom put in the bathroom, (NO! It's not what your thinking!) I just thought it was so cool!

YOU MUST BELIEVE

When faith grows dim in the darkest night,

               You must believe God make things right.

When belief is strong and joy surrounds,

               You must believe God 's goodness abounds.

When prayers go up to heaven above,

               You must believe God responds with love.

When it may seem He doesn't hear,

               You must believe God's always near.

You must believe God has a plan

               Which we're a part but don't understand.

You must believe your prayers are heard....

                You must believe and accept God's word.

© Paula   (just so  I don't get pinned for plagerizing like our previous occurences)

I thought this was so cool and true at the same time.  When troubles comes our way, all we need is a little faith as small as a mustard seed to get us through whatever crap that comes our way

Man it has been forever since I last wrote.  The last time I wrote was when I was homesick!  Well I though that I should update my journal just so I can keep in touch with you all.  Specifically the peeps on the mainland.  Just to let you know my feeling on what I previously stated has change now.  I like APU, and I love you guys.  I just needed some time to adjust to life outside the island. 

I can't believe that I got though my first year of college.  Its amazing.  I never though that I would get here.  Sure it was really hard and a lot of crap in my life happend, but I still can't believe that I got though it.  Even though it was sad for the first year to end, its still really nice to come back home to this tiny island in the ocean, and back to this serine.  Well got to go, hope y'all keep in touch.

I'M BORED OUT OF MY FREEKIN MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man! Now that High school is over, there's like nothing to to!  I'm going insane! I'm just so used to being busy staying out late and all that, but now nothing!  It's like I don't know how to relax!  Man where is everyone??!!!!!!!  What are you guys doing?????!  GET ME OUTTA HERE!!!!!!!!!!